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Essay / I Don't Care If You're Contagious - 821
You've been learning more and more about how people feel just by looking at them since you started Pierce The Veil. You don’t even know how, but it made you different people. Being in the group allows you to see in someone's face if they are feeling the happiest they have ever been, or if they are feeling so unhappy that they don't want to continue fighting for what they have. he really wants to. In the early days of the group, you appreciated this quality so much, it allowed you to see what the few fans you came to show thought of your performance other than the fact that they were jumping around. Because you've learned that even the people who watch the show the most can hold those who need it most while they cry until they find someone who truly cares about them. But now, now that you can see in Jaime's face all the emotions that ever hurt you in the eyes of your fans, you just want that stupid quality to go away. But it's mostly because you can't understand what's going on with him. You can’t understand why there’s sadness deep in his eyes when he has you. He keeps telling you that the only thing he needs in his life is you and the group. But when you look deep in his eyes, you can see that it's not enough. How could something that hurts the beautiful human standing before you be enough for that same human? But you just don't know how to make things better for him. It's really not the case because you've never felt the way you feel about him and anyone. But you don't know exactly what it is. Mainly because you've never had the chance to experience your feelings with anyone else. You never had the chance to extract... the middle of a paper... without revealing it yet.[i]They will never take us alive, because I will drive away the darkness. I will live in love and I will die. I joined the party for the blind recently. So if we go together, you can sing all night. I will pull the threads one by one from your skin down to your bones. you feel embarrassed by all the attention. Kiss me while I drive[/i] As you sing the next song, you keep your eyes focused on his, so much so that you can see the light begin to shine. You can see his eyes light up because of his joy, and that's all you want for him. When you ask your question it helps you understand fans so much. [b] Raise your hand if music saved your life. ]. You can only see his hand raised, and you just need to know that even if your music only helps save one person, it's the only one that matters more than your life to you..